Pausing My Update Work — I Lost the Stare‑Down with the Code!

After about ten days, I find myself hesitating over my next move. The sense of ease is gone, and even what I want to do has become unclear.

With Cursor down, I thought I could enjoy taking the long way around. But it turned out to be a tougher battle than expected. I can write the drafts, yes—but every upload has to be done manually. Day after day I stare at lines of code, and my eyes are worn out. I can't keep going like this.

I still have a dream of automating everything with voice input someday. But that's a distant future. Right now, the update work itself feels heavy. When Cursor comes back next month, that weight will probably lift and my rhythm will return. Still, I realize there are many other things I want to do.

My daily rhythm is off. Especially the endless face‑to‑face with code—this is no longer sustainable. I can't keep it up.

So I'm switching myself into rest mode for a while.